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So I am currently talking to this girl and she is one of the first people to have gotten through the walls of my heart in almost 7 years. It feels quite nice but recently after my ME session i have been very open to feeling and love and in some part of me anxiety or fear arises about getting into something that could be not what i think or the person could be not what i realize. I am not making that judgement about her but perhaps I have irrational fears or fears surrounding the unknown of taking risks with your heart in relationships. I have the tendency to love so deeply and strongly that i purposely had shut off that part of me awhile ago in order to not be sensitive or get hurt again and i had casual and meaningless relationships in the meantime. Sometime lately i have been experiencing small panic sessions (5 minutes or so worth) that hey.....maybe you should check her facebook or what if she is doing something behind your back or at least has the capacity to do so? I know there is nothing certain about relationships when you take a chance but getting to my point...........is there a way to get a strong indication of the relationship compatability of a mate or if our hearts or lives or on similar paths? I appreciate any feedback...
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