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#132210 - 04/10/12 05:24 PM could use help please
WhiteStar Eagle WhiteStar Eagle ME Pooh-Bah Registered: 03/15/10 Posts: 1795 Loc: Canada	hello all please could any of you wonderful friends help... i am feeling very very very anxious and scared right now due to couple of things happening this week that are causing me stress anxiety and fear.. plus tommorrow is the year annversary for my dad and i am going to memorial but i scared i going to fall complete apart.. i am also very sad and feeling little overwhelmed.. help please.. unfathomable love we _________________________ I am love http://whitestareagle.wordpress.com/
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#132212 - 04/10/12 05:56 PM Re: could use help please [Re: WhiteStar Eagle]
frequencyzero frequencyzero ME old hand Registered: 10/15/10 Posts: 784 Loc: Everywhen	I would love to lend a hand! Things happening this week... I am getting a very strong feeling that you are going to sail through with a deep deep understanding of your personal strength and power. You are more than you are giving yourself credit for in this situation. How you feel (Point 1) How you are (Point 2) TWANG!! pop the string in between! let it go. Grief is healthy. If you fall apart what will happen? Your dad isn't gone he just transitioned so listen real close and you will hear him comforting you. _________________________ and then...?
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#132217 - 04/10/12 08:05 PM Re: could use help please [Re: WhiteStar Eagle]
robert1 robert1 ME old hand Registered: 09/27/11 Posts: 717	wse i posted a poem for you tomorrow i hope it helps its somewhere here on message board you are loved beautiful lady
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#132233 - 04/10/12 11:44 PM Re: could use help please [Re: robert1]
WhiteStar Eagle WhiteStar Eagle ME Pooh-Bah Registered: 03/15/10 Posts: 1795 Loc: Canada	i saw it robert thank you.. unfathomable love we _________________________ I am love http://whitestareagle.wordpress.com/
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#132234 - 04/11/12 12:07 AM Re: could use help please [Re: frequencyzero]
WhiteStar Eagle WhiteStar Eagle ME Pooh-Bah Registered: 03/15/10 Posts: 1795 Loc: Canada	fz thank you i apprcaite the hand fz.. i am glad your getting a stong feeling that i will sail through and it will be fine and ok.. feels the two pint and the twang opop the string inbetween !! let it go.. thank you fz.. grief is healthy i agree,, fz if i fall apart today at the memorial that would be ok to a point .. the thing is it a memerial of my dad's life and scared worried that if i fall apart i would not stop crying and it is celbration of his life and i feel guilty i can't celbrate it without crying.. that i will be looked down on for not being able to just be happy and celbrate his life.. yes i know grieving is a process and take as long as it takes i know he not gone and just transtioned the thing is i not been able to hear him comfort me for a year and usualy i can hear and that bothers me that i personally have not been able tohear him in year.. though i have hear from him through friends a couple of times.. maybe i need to just notice what i notice about that and perhap i will hear him or notice the signs.. unfathomable love we Edited by WhiteStar Eagle (04/11/12 04:51 AM) _________________________ I am love http://whitestareagle.wordpress.com/
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#132240 - 04/11/12 03:56 AM Re: could use help please [Re: WhiteStar Eagle]
Rodney Rodney ME old hand Registered: 06/09/08 Posts: 1070 Loc: NY, USA	If useful, I could suggest you try not to judge what may or may not happen as you go through this. Leave open all possibilities and leave them as being equally OK. It is not about other's expectations of a service or for you at the service. It is only about your own experience. and your experience does not have to be right or wrong, good or bad. It just is..... an experience. At a recent memorial service for my mother I wondered if I would be able to voice my perceptions of my mother's life (nothing written down just what would come to me in the instance). In fact one of my siblings had been quite frantic that none of us would be able to speak (of course that would have been OK too). But this frantic fear created a lot of drama and I noticed that it started to give me concerns and doubts as well. (Keeping in mind that not speaking was really OK). I used ME to put the drama part aside. I made a clone of myself (Level 3) and left it in the pew next to my relatives to continue grieving as I was able to rise, go the front of the church and say what showed up in that instant(interestingly, my spontaneous words emphasized my mother's creativitity and her uncanny psychic abilities and I told some brief scenes as to how she had used these abilities to show her love of family and friends over the years). Didn't expect to say THAT in the church service but it is what came out from the heartspace. If you can approach the event fully in the "noticing" mode rather than than in the doing mode, that is likely to leave open more possibilities. Remember that each day is different and can be both OK and a blessing. This includes the day before, the day of, and the day after the service. Best wishes. Edited by Rodney (04/11/12 03:57 AM) _________________________ Rodney Certified ME Practitioner http://www.wholelifequantumtransformation.com
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#132245 - 04/11/12 05:00 AM Re: could use help please [Re: Rodney]
WhiteStar Eagle WhiteStar Eagle ME Pooh-Bah Registered: 03/15/10 Posts: 1795 Loc: Canada	thank you rondney that was helpful very much so.. i will at some point speak and it will be done with no speech in hand.. i also spoke no speech in hand after my dad's funeral on behalf of myself , sister grandmother neice nephew and dads sibllings. nods softly about going tonight in the noticing modeas well as not judging and leaving it ok for whatever happens. thank you rondey for sharing personal story and love and blessing to you and your family.. i will say prayer for you your mom janice unfathomable love we _________________________ I am love http://whitestareagle.wordpress.com/
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#132459 - 04/14/12 03:57 PM Re: could use help please [Re: WhiteStar Eagle]
WhiteStar Eagle WhiteStar Eagle ME Pooh-Bah Registered: 03/15/10 Posts: 1795 Loc: Canada	thank you for your assistant with the things that i needed help with in this post.. the memorail went well and i managed to make it through .. the one of the two other things went ok as well i could use help with the third as i am still anxious and worried about it .. i could use some help to help it be resolved qickly and with postive outcome.. unfathomable love we _________________________ I am love http://whitestareagle.wordpress.com/
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#132461 - 04/14/12 04:04 PM Re: could use help please [Re: WhiteStar Eagle]
robert1 robert1 ME old hand Registered: 09/27/11 Posts: 717	wse i just read this post I feel my spirit is out.grief.i feel the spirits of mikey and nana the elders who passed away years ago my mom and dads tears of all the houses that one was full of love and family the horror of the little ones as they watched their house burn, our marilyn god bless her god bless them all I am going to bed maybe for a long time I may have manifested my foot but it hurts so badly I have given so much of myself away just said here it is take it do what you want with it if my ankle needs to be taken out and put back in they might need to cut off my foot I wont let that happen i have given away my life on a silver and gold platter to anyone and everyone and today April 14th I am to weary to take it back. It was Des's birthday the day of the fire.
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#132466 - 04/14/12 05:04 PM Re: could use help please [Re: Rodney]
MatrixManKev MatrixManKev ME Grand High Pooh-Bah Registered: 08/05/07 Posts: 7437 Loc: San Rafael California	Originally Posted By: Rodney If useful, I could suggest you try not to judge what may or may not happen as you go through this. Leave open all possibilities and leave them as being equally OK. It is not about other's expectations of a service or for you at the service. It is only about your own experience. and your experience does not have to be right or wrong, good or bad. It just is..... an experience. At a recent memorial service for my mother I wondered if I would be able to voice my perceptions of my mother's life (nothing written down just what would come to me in the instance). In fact one of my siblings had been quite frantic that none of us would be able to speak (of course that would have been OK too). But this frantic fear created a lot of drama and I noticed that it started to give me concerns and doubts as well. (Keeping in mind that not speaking was really OK). I used ME to put the drama part aside. I made a clone of myself (Level 3) and left it in the pew next to my relatives to continue grieving as I was able to rise, go the front of the church and say what showed up in that instant(interestingly, my spontaneous words emphasized my mother's creativitity and her uncanny psychic abilities and I told some brief scenes as to how she had used these abilities to show her love of family and friends over the years). Didn't expect to say THAT in the church service but it is what came out from the heartspace. If you can approach the event fully in the "noticing" mode rather than than in the doing mode, that is likely to leave open more possibilities. Remember that each day is different and can be both OK and a blessing. This includes the day before, the day of, and the day after the service. Best wishes. This is a great idea and way to use a clone. When my Dad passed the minister who talked at his funeral had never met him. He was a good guy and he did pretty well with what we had told him about my Dad. At one point he started talking about how my Dad was not sarcastic in terms of taking care of his family. He went on for a while and what he did not realize is my Dad worked in sarcasm the way that Picasso worked in oils. My Dad did take great care of us but he was pretty funny and very sarcastic. I sat there thinking, man, this would not be a good time to start cracking up like I was at a Jim Carrey movie. My family already thought I was nuts and this would give them more reason to think that way. I managed to hold it together. I would like to think my Dad had something to do with this Minister deciding to talk about how my Dad was not sarcastic causing me to internally laugh myself stupid. I am not sure why I put this here. I guess it is just a funny story. You do not get very many funny funeral stories these days. _________________________ Levels 1-4 and beyond. <\|:) http://www.usefulalchemy.com
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