a new guy here, so I thought this was the most appropriate place to introduce myself

I'm 20 years old, living in Sydney. I recently started reading on metaphysics, found my way to Matrix Energetics and interestingly, ran into metaphysics practitioners not too long after that.
Anyway, my aim is to become a master at healing and transforming. The healing part is obvious. The transformation part is very broad. You can, if you wish, transform yourself into a master of any sort you like, transform devices from small to large and efficient, or even transform situations.
My main inspiration is to help people which has stemmed from the love of my mother. She is the most amazing, best woman I have ever known and her seemingly endless optimism the ability to love has
transformed me from a , boy to a saner, more open person. Even though she always has had health opportunities, she moved on.
In short, I want to rid her of her pain. All of it. She has really suffered and she's still suffering now, I want that to end. And that's my main goal right now - to heal and transform her. And to do that I need to work on myself first.
After that? Hopefully invent a clean, efficient and endless source of energy - think Tesla. That's why I am studying Renewable Energy Engineering.
Well, thanks for reading this, hope it's post or anything, see you soon.