You're welcome lovecreator. There are wonderful ME people on this board who would probably be happy to help you 2-pt or shift those issues. If you want, you can start a new post in the public message section and see what happens.

PS - my guide said the bad thoughts are entities. Whenever you hear negative, hateful messages about your beautiful, sacred self, it is not you! ME can give you tools to calm, quiet and ultimately permanently get rid of those negative and harmful thoughts about yourself.