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I suffered from panic attacks for a period of about four years when I was going to Bastyr to get my Naturopathic degree. I used to carry a Benadryl in my pocket in case I might have a panic attack. Talk about anchoring a non resourceful state! Finally when my spirit guides or innate intelligence gave to me the 21 frequencies which I now teach as part of the Level 1 seminar I experienced profound and lasting relief from this condition.
Frequency #5 seems to have something to do with how we experience personal emotions in our energetic field. If you utilize the map of Barbara Brennans teachings this frequency corresponds to the second sheath in her template for the auric bodies.
One thing that I noticed is that before the energy that I now call Matrix Energetics came into full bloom and expression in my life ,as well as through me as a vehicle for its transmission to others, I would sometimes feel over energized to the point of near panic as if a very strong electrical current was running through my systems hardware and I did not yet have the proper software installed to handle it. This changed when I had the life changing experience which made me notice what was perhaps already there seeking to gain my full attention.
When I learned a form of Tibetan Chi Kung which Mantak Chia taught, I found the microcosmic orbit meditation helped me to learn to circulate and balance excess energy that would build up in my system. Before long I just thought of the Micro cosmic orbit, and my energy would instantly begin to flow in that pattern giving me relief and peace of mind.
Now I can merely hold my palms up towards my throat, and think of becoming/chanelling freq #5 and I will immediately feel the beneficial results. Again this is another example of Neuro Energetic Conditioning, an anchor for the desired state has been subconsciously created by me, and when I do a certain agreed upon thing that is symbolized to me by the energy of freq #5 instantaneous results ensue.
The energetic structure of Matrix Energetics appears to be self intelligent and independent of my thoughts or actions in many cases. I can entertain a problem without entering into the prioblem mind set, even though I often emphasize that it is good to stay within the solution set. But I must emphasize that if you are trying to avoid the problem and putting subconscious sets of rules on the performance of Matrix Energetics as to when it will or won't work for you, than the power of your focused intent may just assist you in creating that set of limitations in your experience of it.You can with enough practice get the results which you unconsciously focus on even if that amounts to what you might term a negative outcome.
If you divide your experience of Matrix energetics into expressions of duality, such as health and disease,good and bad, negative and positive outcomes, then that is possibly what you might see mirrored back to you for a time ,so that you can learn from those outcomes and then seek to disengage your critical judgements in order to express a more full and delightful spectrum of possibilities with this work.
I can focus on working with someones shoulder ,and simultaneously de- focus so that many possible outcomes of a spontaneous and uplifting nature might also occur, even though those manifestations might not have beem a conscious part of the wave structure of my focused intent.I have often been surprised pleasantly by the many beneficial changes that people would experience that were not part of any problem that they had told me about, nor were they part of my therapeutic intent. If you believe that there is an intelligent and loving force that works through your every thought, word, and deed, sometimes in spite of what you are consciously outpicturing in your awreness at the time, than you leave the door open to entertain angels unaware, and you begin to trod the path that leads to what some might call Miraculous manifestations.
Richard.
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